Last year of university

I should write my thesis…..

I am a senior student at a typical university. I had been lived in a dormitory. But due to the covid-19 pandemic, I have been living and studying at my home. This year I have to write my thesis, do some researches, and graduate. But I haven’t any interest to do those things. I spend my days doing nothing. Some people said that you should write a good thesis and graduate from your university successfully. It leads you to a valuable life or you can have your dream job. But you know what I don’t even know what is my dream job and what I want from my life. It is ridiculous that people who don’t know anything about me are telling me that what I should do and what I should not do. Before I enter university, I thought that I can find my important life goals when I graduate. Unfortunately, I feel like I just lost my goals. When I was a freshman, I had a lot of goals in my life. I wanted to become an environmental engineer who can solve environmental problems that we are facing and I wanted to change the political decisions toward the environmental issues. Also, I wanted to study abroad and travel around the world. But I just lost my courage and willingness to achieve my goals when I struggle to get a high GPA and scholarships and do lots of volunteer works. Before I write my thesis and even before I graduate I want to find my goals back and the courage I had. Maybe I can find it today, tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow…

I should find my goals…